Boredom

Boredom

All pervading
bone crushing, mind numbing boredom.
Stagnant. Stuck.
Itchy to do, feel, be something else.
Be somewhere else.
Be someone else.
Be entertained.
Be fulfilled.
Be elated.
Ffs. There must be more than the mundane round the clock blah blah.
Work, sleep, no sleep, eat, work, no sleep, eat, work.
Arrgghhh.
The frustration: blah, blah.
Red wine. Vodka.
Momentary satisfaction. Disturbed sleep.
The man.
Momentary distraction.
Emotionally unsatisfied. Mind games.
Square one.
Alone.
Free, strong, relieved.
Down,
down she goes.
Spiraling.
Craves entertainment,
distraction.
Stuck.

Hormones! Argh!